Eh...

Untitled... and unfinished

I’m still numb
I can’t decide
Which is worse
Being filled with pain
Or feeling nothing

Hopefully this won’t last
And I will find another
Someone who makes
My lips move to smile

She will hold me close
And whisper in my ear
Grasp my hand in hers
Listen when I speak
Love the whole me
Inside and out
She will be mine

And I will be hers
My heart will yearn
For her slightest touch
Her fingertips will
Burn a trail on my skin
I will feel it for
Minutes and hours
Long after the touch
Is gone

I want this feeling again
And I want it stronger
Than I have ever felt it
Before

I want someone to
Miss me when I’m gone
To want me
As I want her

I want someone
Whose soul I can see
Deep in her eyes
Where I can see
A future

Is that too much to ask?